Sparkles of my life

2009-03-26T11:28:00.001+08:00

Life is sometimes un-expectable. I believe in fate.

2008-05-07T13:14:00.002+08:00

HEY PEOPLE!

I have moved! :) Like finally. http://darqueenx.blogspot.com/

http://darqueenx.blogspot.com/

http://darqueenx.blogspot.com/

http://darqueenx.blogspot.com/

Okie. That's about it. LALALALALA. Do remember to comment and relink. OKIE?
I'm still working on my blog, so pardon me for alittle while.

LOVE YOU ALL DEARIES.

2008-05-02T12:48:00.002+08:00

It have been so so so so long since I have updated. Super busy with school work and going outs. But I'll be back! Cause I have already intend to either revamp this blog ground or do a new one! :) Weewee!

I have bought a lot alot of PRETTY stuffs during my shopping spree. Wahaha! I've got a lot of tops from F21 and Cotton on, vest from Far east, knee length pants. Hahaha. I'm happy! But my wallet is so burnt out! Lalala~

In school now. BYE! Update again. PRETTY SOON, I hope.

2008-04-12T00:34:00.001+08:00

E44C

Lalalalalalalalala~

2008-03-28T10:18:00.002+08:00

2008-03-23T01:07:00.006+08:00

I went to Singapore Flyer today! It was beauty.

Oh well, did I say anything about going to Batam? I went there for a day :) The trip was okie.

SRegarding Taiwan again =)

2008-03-19T00:00:00.007+08:00

Before we left, we took some pictures :) Lalala.

My Taiwan trip 2008. (These are just part of them in my cousin cammie. Mine had NICER pictures. Do await )

I was wearing this thick boyfriend jacket. It was really fun ;) It is around 12 degrees like that.

It's raining raining. Yellow yellow bananas. Haha!
(We were so uptight as we were told that those rain droplets would make us SICK instantly, that explains why.)
NICE NICE NICE. It was super drama scenery. Group photo.

Shilin Night market. Where the bags are like 10 bucks ONLY and food are D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S!!!!! :)
The super cute auntie at Jiu Fen. Wahahahaha! The FUN things you can do there but not here. Awww~ Singapore.

FIREWORKS.

Tian deng. It's where you write all your wishes and give them up to Heaven! :) Super fun.

That's all for here. Of cause, there is a lot more.

Next time then ;) SEE YA.

2008-03-07T00:38:00.001+08:00

HIHIHI!

This blog is so dead. I promise to UPLOAD ALL the photos of I had them :) WAHAHA!

TAIWAN TRIP. I'm awaiting for it like years. Gosh,finally I'm going :D WHOOSSH!

BYE.

2008-02-26T19:45:00.001+08:00

Hey hey!

Anyway, if you guys know. I'm not working at Borders anymore. I have got a new job at Century Square :) Awww~ shall update again. I'm hungry already.

BYE.

2008-02-19T10:49:00.001+08:00

=D I wish boyfriend would do this. Haha, just joking luh.
ROAR!

2008-02-18T23:53:00.003+08:00

Oh well.. Updates again.

I have manage to catch this two movies despite me being busy. :)

I watched this movie on V.day with baby. It was damn funny lah. Not too bad anyway. I love those laughters.

Hey! Who can resist Jay? I admit that he is cute, yes he is. =p It is definitely worth catching it.

2008-02-13T02:00:00.000+08:00

I SAW LEE'S BLOG TODAY.
haha.. like finally using my laptop to go into your blog :)

I LIKE YOU WITHOUT THE SPECS! PRETTY SWEET LUH! :D
And I miss you lah girl. You damn mean always so busy. pui* kns.

HOPE U SEE THIS SOON. hahahahahahhaa!

I miss ting and KL oso lah. =X

2008-02-13T01:24:00.001+08:00

Oh my god. My blog is certainly dead.

Oh well, just here to rant some thoughts :D Valentine's Day is just round the corner. I do hope to that it would be a great day. Muahaha.. just a sweet dinner will do.

Some gift ideas I thought of.. Like whipping up a meal? Nothing beats the tender capture of that 'stomach'. Or maybe hand written cards with some cookies? Like cookies again? =.= Maybe cleaning his place for him would be good. Hahahaha.. that's lame.

Many thoughts have been flashing through my mind, I guess many a times, people judge people. No? Yes, I meant most of us do. Like judging their looks? Of cause, I'm not implying that faces are not important but still deep down inside there lies something even more precious, which is character. I would say that a pretty girl with a bad charcter is ugly. But a average looking girl with a great character and attitude as the most beautiful girl on Earth.
Looks do not last forever, character does.

:))) I would upload the CNY pictures sooon!!!! Yipppppeee!

I'm counting down to my Taiwan trip. Weewooweeet.

2008-02-04T11:57:00.000+08:00

Well, it is the start of my holidays already :) First of all, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR people! Really enjoy CNY a lot! Wearing nice and new clothes, eating all those goodies and taking all those angbaos. Awww! :) Can't wait for it to come!

I have missed darling a lot.

2008-02-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

My lovely delication my classmates :)

Hey guys, time have been so fast so fast. We're at the end of our year 1 already. I'm really glad to be in E35B, really. I thank all of you guys for playing a part in my life and I would definitely not forget anyone of you. I had been through so much with this class, like the ponning of class, going out, buying cakes, sabo-ing, on Wani's car and my birthday party. I really enjoy this special bonding we have together.

This class had made me come to school much often than Sem 1. How great it was, seriously :) I thank you guys for being such nice buds to me and always there to make me laugh and be crazy. Sincerely to kailing,lee,ting,elaine,mishee and rachel. Girls, you all rocks my socks! =D Much love.

2008-01-29T22:23:00.000+08:00

I know you guys have been really missing me cause I have not blog for like a million years. Awww~ I'm back with some pictures, it would definitely put you down for some smiles. WEE!

Vivo with my girls :D Damn cute lah! We went off during Science lesson.

Start with the self pictures 1st !!! *Tasty looking eye-candy**grins*

WAHAHAHA. Class loudest girl ! *claps claps* YEA! Of cause it is you, ting.

The sweetest girl in class and the one I'm stick with during the first day of school :) Thank you babe.
The one who know me best and we have those kinda don't-you-dare-annoy-me face. LOL. We have similar taste. =X And she always say I'm noisy for her.Opppps. Sorry lah. Cannot make it. And Elaine doesn't like taking pictures.
Self shots.

And yes, my blood donation again :) (hope it doesn't put you off)

SEE YOU soon :D

2008-01-28T11:22:00.000+08:00

2008-01-17T12:03:00.000+08:00

Omg.

5 days and 7 days? 12 days? Arhhhh. Should I go?

2008-01-14T14:31:00.000+08:00

Muahahahaha. So long never update my blog already, feel kinda weird. I'm really busy with work, I guess.

I skipped school for like 4 days in the first week. Well, school is really bored and tiring. But still, I hope I can endure through this last month. WEE! And I have spent nights and nights with sweetheart, which is really heartwarming luh :)

Nothing much about updates. But somebody's birthday is coming! Hahaha~
BYE

2008-01-05T13:29:00.000+08:00

Well well, not totally moved there. Just some emotional posts there and hearty posts here :)

School starting soon. Argh.

2008-01-05T13:23:00.000+08:00

I have moved.

http://delirious-life.blogspot.com

2007-12-21T13:46:00.000+08:00

Oh well.

2007-12-16T16:17:00.000+08:00

I miss baby.

2007-12-14T11:10:00.000+08:00

~~Some people just don't understand.~~
Sometimes I just want to show you this, but then... I really don't know lah.
up to you.

2007-12-13T15:40:00.000+08:00

This would be an angry post!!!
LET ME TELL YOU.....

I went Funan to repair my laptop and it they say they can't do it! And they say I need to pay like over 100bucks just for my 'enter' button. OMG! I feel like slapping all of them OKAY!!! Please make sure that your customers feel satisfied and secured with your products. Come on man! I'm not going to go back ANYMORE. Stupid Lenovo. You sucks!

Oh well, I shall blog about something nicer ya? YAYAYAYAYA.
Feel like changing blogskin, but certainly.. I'm too lazy to do that. Did I say about the Christmas gifts? I still haven't get them at all and had no time to do them as well. AH! And today I'll be working again. Gosh. But but but...

Holidays are nearing. I believe that I would have the time.
Haven't been taking pictures and going out luh.. cause everything is about school and work luh.
Rest is so insufficient. Time seems running before I could even see them.

And yes, I miss my sweetheart. He's having his exams. Jiayou ya? :D

2007-12-12T10:00:00.000+08:00

There's only 13 people in class. Woohoo. Don't know why so many people absent themselves.

AND my ENTER button spoilt! Grrrr!

2007-12-11T21:03:00.000+08:00

Through so much, I'm still learning how to love you well.
(Baby would never see my blog again. cause he promised already. But how much I really wished he did read)

I miss him a lot :(

2007-12-10T13:17:00.000+08:00

I don't know why.

BUT I'M FEELING HAPPY! So much so, maybe because I didn't have work this few days. Or is it, holidays are smelling near? Or is it I saw baby yesterday? Or is it my group was all right today? HEE!

Christmas! Oh well, it's really nice to give presiiees to your loved ones. It is like.. the whole year round, everyone gets busy. And you don't have the time to meet people up and to show them love.. this is a good time to show appreciation and love to the people around you :) Oh well, I hope I would be able to get those giftys today or tomorrow.

Class is gonna organise the chalet. It's very disorganize, I don't like it luh. Not gonna care so much anymore. 30bucks each person.

Urgh. I don't know. Some people just talk the hell shit outta nothing. Class is so dead.

2007-12-07T09:56:00.000+08:00

I got the horoscope thingy from Soonyan.
Oh my gosh! It's damn true okie? Seriously.. I read myself and boyfriend's. SO true!!! If you want it, can ask Soonyan or myself :)

SAGITTARIUS WOMAN

A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly like she iswalking in a beauty pageant competition.
If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step.
She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty.
She looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy.
She will not get upset easily.
Self confident woman who belief in her own style.

She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern.
She is a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt.
She is an honest person and nevertry to cause troubles for any one.
She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can saysomething so pleasing at the same time.
Example she may say 'I wish you could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is better this way.
If you make more money you could be thinking of money too much and become greedy'.
She can say such thing and make you wonder if you should get up set or love her more.

She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home.
She likes to be protected, but not to give her orders.
She has no respect to a weak man.
If she try to over powered you, then you have to calm her down and try to control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too.
She will listen if she respect you.
She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.
She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says ' Guess what Iwill do next', or 'Guess what I am thinking' because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy.
If you do not understand her in thismatter, you could easily break up with her.

She sees problems in her lovevlife as another funny story.
She is clumsy and it is in her nature.
You may think it is cute, but forsome neat guys this could be so unbearable.
She is very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends.
She has good taste in fine cloths,good food, first class and first services.
Even a poor woman in this Zodiac will struggle to afford such good taste.
She could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think of let her borrow money, think again.

She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on.
A jolly woman who lovessports.
She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy.
She has more guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy.
She does not care about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless whather neighbor will gossip about her.
She thinks either good or bad, you will know it yourself , so you should not bother what people think.
Her wit and innocent look are her charms.
She is often hurts from love, but never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing 'Do that to me onemore time'.
She likes going straight and being straight forward.
She willnot go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to saysomething.
If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will admire you.

Cancer man

The most sensitive man and the weakest emotional type in all Zodiac.
Most Artists are Cancer.
Cancer is controlled by the 'Moon' and the moon changeit's shape daily, so Cancer man's emotional and moods change all the time too.
You will confuse with him and yet it is his constantly changes that 'Charm' you.
He never go to get what he wants directly, but he will wait for a chance and opportunity to do so. Once he gets what he wants, he will not lose it, except if he get tired of it by himself.

The most sensitive man who can not stand rejection.
He cares what other people feel or think of him.
He hates loosing face and he tends to overprotected himself, so sometimes people might think he is a cold person.
Gifted, creative, imaginative, is Cancer.
A mystery and complexity play a major role in a life of a Cancer man.
He could be very funny, very quiet,suddenly very sad.
Living with him could be very unexpected, for you will not know what is his next mood.
If you like excitement and surprise, you have the right guy and never have a chance to get bored.
He thinks of his home as 'nest' and it is the safest place for him.
If he feels hurt or depress he will stay at home alone quietly.
Once he feels better, he will come out of his retreat and lives normally again.
Being a looser is not him.
It is so easy to fall in love with this guy because he is gentle and a very polite guy.
His wit and creative mind could win your affection.

He will come out from his nest to protect you even if he is not opening himself up toother people much.
Not many people will win his heart.
His security is only when he has money in his pocket.
Once he feels secure then he might think of having a happy family.
Even he likes to make and keep money, he is not stingy. Spending money is part of his good image, so he will be happy to spent money to take you out to a very expensive restaurant or buy a jewelry for you. Certainly when he has money OK.

He is possessive to everything's that he thinks belong to him.
Don't try to talk to another cute guy in front of him, he will get suspicion because he is not very secure or confident in himself for this kind ofcompetition.
Once you know each other too much, he will start to look for new excitement,but not to worry for he will always think of you.
If he thinks you are the true love for him, and you try once to disappear. You will be sure he willcome and look for you.

He is a shy guy, but if he likes you. You can get up in the morning and see that he is in front of your house everyday till you go out with him, a very persistent guy.
He likes a secure, cheerful and lively woman, confident but at the same time always act proper and appropriate.
He likes a secure woman, but able to adjust to his rapid changes.
A very difficult type to find woman indeed.
In the beginning, you and him will be so sugary sweet together and he will only think of you. This so 'super romantic' will not last forever, so don'tslip this chance.
If you are the one who want his interest, then act and make yourself interesting.
Be a supportive person and give him complimentsometimes, but not too much till he thinks you are not sincere.

Unlike many other Zodiac, if he is mad then you better get out of that room.
He will calm down by himself.
Giving him a slight touch on his shoulders orconcerned facial _expression are enough. He loves his mother, so try to be his mother favorite, but do not act like his mother!

Yes. All freaking true. Bf love his mum a lot :) Muahaha. SO true.

2007-12-05T10:13:00.000+08:00

I felt that my blog is so dead. No one is tagging.
Like what Rachel had in her blog, like hell.. Can you even tell me if you're reading my blog?

Like what many have said about not being close to anyone as they would be the people who end up hurting you. Or is it, "Everyone do things just for their own sake, not thinking about others at all" that kinda feeling. That's true, who doesn't? Like whatever.

Sometime, some things bother you so much that you can't stop thinking about it, but you can't really bother too much for it. (understand?) It really make sense to me luh.

SO MUCH UPDATES.

ON the bright side...yay! holidays are approaching, just in case you don't know.. it is 3 weeks starting from 17December . And I really need more sleep and leisure time. Of cause, time with sweetheart. Awww.. Christmas is coming. And I already had plans on what I want to do for my loved ones. I needa have more time for them. I guess some of the people around me already knew what I would do. HAHA. The same old me. Traditional me. LOL :D

I went to RSH (Royal Sporting House) main office for it's spree-offer-great-prices. My sis and I got 4 tops in just 15 mins. It's too tempting! Really. Hahaha..Tops are essential for polytechnic students, seriously. You can't possibly wear the same old thing for the whole week or even month. That's the thing in poly, you see! :D

Have you guys visited Borders at Parkway? You should! It's sucha nice place where I'm working at. Hahaha.. It certainly have lotsa books for you. Heee..If any of you coming down, I would definitely serve you. OKAY, just kidding.

Currently in class. Bored bored bored class. Lalala..
I shall hit the gym soon.
Muhahaha.

2007-12-03T09:52:00.000+08:00

I have been repeatedly played this song on my PSP as I'm on the way to school.

No One

I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cause
Everything's going to be alright
People keep talking they can say what they like
But all i know is everything's going to be alright
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cause
Everything's going to be alright
People keep talking they can say what they like
But all i know is everything's going to be alright

(extended- too long for blog. =x)

Beautifully sung by Alicia Keys :)

2007-11-30T10:08:00.000+08:00

Okay. I came to school. =X

I just ate my Mcdonalds breakfast, Ting they all went to buy them. :)
SIANZ SIANZ SIANZ.

2007-11-29T14:36:00.000+08:00

In class now. Hate that stupid relief facilitator!!! And I have got work later @ Parkway Borders at 6pm :(

I think bf is going to change his handphone soon. I wanna change it too. urgh! Flip flip flip. Red phone! Black phone! N76. Or rather some LG flip? Hee. Better than my white shitty colour N73.

Emo please. No plans in coming to school tomorrow. Feel like going East Coast tonight, happenings around my friends are really making me to think about some stuffs in life. Moving on? Hanging on? What is education? What is love?

Seriously, school sucks.

2007-11-28T14:10:00.000+08:00

The premium durian cake. The 3rd cake of the BIG day :) Me & my premium =)
Wakakakakaka.

2007-11-27T13:25:00.000+08:00

Pictures time =)
I really love those pictures took on my birthday. Baby was sporty lah (cause he seriously hate taking pictures) Well ! I love them a lot. Muahahahaha. Let me show you then.

I seriously love all the pictures. Muahahaha. And I'm missing my dear already.

Of cause, my cakey from baby.

Okie.

I shall go. LOVES :))

2007-11-26T10:02:00.000+08:00

=D

Birthday was fabulous! :) I was with baby from the night before till yesterday night. He was very tired too. But sincerely, I really thank him for the little effort that he put in and everything. Thou we just had lunch and cakey at my home, I really feel very happy with him. I have missed him too much, took pictures with him on cab too. LOL. my shy love. Muacks.

Then I went to had crabs at grandma place :) Weehehehehe.

Definitely, I thank all the people for the wishes on calls, sms and friendster =) LOves.

25th Nov 2007 LOVED.

2007-11-22T15:37:00.000+08:00

Just 3 pictures of 17th. That's it.

The rest are really shit. =(

And ya..I haven't upload E35B cliques pictures.. cause it is all in the desktop =.=

I'm damn outstanding. urgh.

The love I got from E35B . =D Loves. (Picture stolen from Sinlee.)

Oh yes, some randon pictures from Ting's blog.

Sunrays ARE harmful. Please be mindful. Muahahahhahaha

~~Sweet, I have been missing you much. I know that you are having a hard time with school and work. Ya, I know that cause I'm too. I wanna see you asap ya? I hope you're doing well.~~

2007-11-20T22:26:00.000+08:00

The 100th post in my blog =D

Muahahaha.. Today is the 20th. It is 5 more days to the ACTUAL day. My birthday luh!
There are some things that I'm dying to do when I reached 18, like driving! hee~

Allright, I'm tired. So lazy to upload my pictures and whatever. And they are very UNGLAM too. I'm all red up. Hahaha, thanks to all the Chivas and Vodka. I'm a bad bad bad drinker seriously. Hahaha..

MY work schedule for the week.
Tuesday to Saturday. Oh god, kill me. I'm tired. And please let Sunday be the best day of my life. Muhahahahhahahhaa..

I miss my sweet so much. I haven't been seeing him for this few days... Hope he's doing well and studying hard =D I love my sweet~ muacks!

CHAOOOS. BYE.

2007-11-19T13:57:00.000+08:00

I sincerely thank all of the people who have turned up =D
Similarly to the people who have not came but all the efforts! <3

Yuppp, I have enjoyed a lot on the 17th. Thankyou everyone!

2007-11-15T01:23:00.000+08:00

Yup, it's all me. (If only I can have a digi cam...hp mem card is running out of space)

My Border's induction day at Royal Plaza Hotel @ Scotts. Lovely :D
Random top from Closet Treasure (the place bell work). I got the grey one though. Hee. It's NICE luh.

Fox messy piles of jeans. Lalalalalala~
And it's me me me me me again. Love it or not, up to you. Muahahaha! ( pictures look like I'm so force to smile and errrr...funny. LOL)

And lastly, my dearest.

That's all.

2007-11-14T14:38:00.000+08:00

Well well well.. I'm a happy girl.

Had a fabulous breakfast with my baby today despite the heavy rain! Oh well, be envious. LOL, and amazingly I wasn't late. I reached school on time :)

Yay, birthday not any big deal anyway. But ya, somehow look forward to it and not look forward to it. I look forward for those fun and the moment I turn 18, which then open doors for me to do things that I have always look forward to. I would upload pictures when I get home later =D Those pictures that I took when I didn't blog and recently. Mukaka!

2007-11-13T16:09:00.000+08:00

You are the only reason :)))
I love you baby.
Muahahha.

Random
1. Bored
2. Enterprise
3. Liping went back
4. It's gonna rain

Lalalala~

Seriously, I'm tired.

2007-11-12T23:48:00.000+08:00

Okayyys. I know I haven't been updating at all this few days. I miss those blogging days luh.

A few updates about what life is for me now, ya? :)

1. I have got a new job at Borders.
2. My school have started
3. And my birthday is nearing. Haha. BOO! Gonna be 18 soon? =.= ( everyone have turned 18 long ago)

Nothing much luh. Just busy with my work and going out. School, not yet. Cause I skipped school today. Lalalala.

What else? Oh, went Sentosa with some of my cliques in class and it was nice!!!
Pictures? I hope I can upload them soon.
And talking things out with baby was great. Love love love love love! =D

BYE. I shall blog again tomorrow.
Thanks for all the tags anyway! MUACKS.

2007-10-31T12:24:00.000+08:00

I miss baby alot alot =D
Really.

Lalalalala.. hope I can spent my one week holiday with him.

2007-10-27T14:09:00.000+08:00

Lalala~

I'm here just to clarify and notify some stuffs. Muahaha.. The "fierce" reddy post is not about you girls, really. How would I say something so mean to all of you? Ya? It's about some people out there without the heart for friends. argh.

And yes, I'm out of my job. I"m officially jobless from tomorrow onwards. Muahaha.. that means that I shall spend less and stay home more =.= But I would find one soon, really.

Mood swings swings and swings. Bf's mood swinging too. HAHA. Duh. I'm so lame.

2007-10-25T22:36:00.001+08:00

It's 10.36pm now. And I'm blogging.

Sometimes I hope baby have got a blog, by then it would be so cooooool.

I'm feeling empty now...mixtures of feelings so complicated. I'm gonna play my PSP and have a deep sleep, hoping that tomorrow never come. LALALALALA~ I know I'm crappy.

I'm simply missing missing bf. Wonder if he feels the same too?
NIGHTS people

2007-10-21T23:41:00.000+08:00

Pictures time =D
I have got so much to blog about and so much feels I'm feeling now...

That 15Oct car squeeze ride (9person in a car!=x)Just to get the cake and cards for them =D Hope you girls had an enjoyable day ya? It's nice to have good classmates, really.

And of cause, we skipped lessons together too! =) For Mr Woodcock and Pastamania. LOL =) It was fun lah!
Friday night and Saturday.
Was at East Coast chalet, playing cycling and bbqing. gosh!
We had our night cycling. And I swear, thata was the longest journey I had ever ride. From East Coast to Changi Airport. Damn damn far lah! But it was a damn good experience. We had Singapore Airlines flying so close to us! (but couldn't take the photo lah..too far luh.)

I couldn't take really clear pictures, cause it was really dark and I'm using a handphone. Muahaha.. But I can forget about owning a digital cam anyway. The 3 hottie babes. Muahahaha.. I'm RIGHT-ed.

Wonderful cousin bonding =D

On Sat. I reached at about 4plus. Then I cam-whored. LOL, I had nothing to do what!
I like this pic. geez.

Ending the post with my "family heir" =)

END

Come to think about it.. I felt something so bad so bad. Should I get too bothered about it? Or just move on? Come'on. You all are not important, just like how I am too. Ya.. forget it. I don't wish to care so much either. Thank you ALL for letting me know what friends really are. And how they behave when they are away from you. I hate all of you.

~~And you don't need to understand, cause you'll never remember me.~~

2007-10-17T00:06:00.000+08:00

After work, after school. I'm so dead already! =(

Daddy brought us to Waffles House. Some random pop by places. Muahaha.. we had some craving for waffles lah. (Rachel! Muahaha.. Know why? Cause me and Rachel didn't get to eat our waffles in school today)

Yeah.. And I camwhored like nobody's business. (mind those pictures.) 100% Non-edited.

Muahaha.. my love! (I didn't copy his action kae!!! But I know we're cute. Don't deny. =XXX )Oh yeah.

Late nights. Tired and drowsy mornings.

Games. Tv. Sms. Msn. Woodlands, Novena, Suntec and home. Chill out chill out!

WOo woo woo! =PpP

And girl, I miss you.
=DDD

2007-10-13T23:33:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna blog about boyfriend.

He is someone who have gave me a lot of happiness.
Someone who taught me what embarrassment is.
Someone to scold me when I went wrong.
Someone to suport me when I needed someone.
Someone who taught me not to be dependent on anyone.
Someone who make me cry my heart out to.
Someone who makes the world goes around for me.
And what treasuring people is about.

Thank you boyfriend. I'll never gonna thank you enough =D

Muahahaha.. It have been so long since I have updated everything and posted pictures. My blog look so dead now.. AWW! Friends, don't let this blog die. Keep tagging. Hahaha- School is okie for me, just that sometimes people make things hard for me.. making me cannot tolerate it. But classmates, I still love you. JUST that idiot. HAHA. Oh well, I'm missing out on so much stuffs..like catching up with babes, you know who! And shopping sprees with my classy girls.
15 Oct, Rcahel darling birthday. LALALA.. but she gonna skip school I think.
Okay!
Did I mention that me and baby got our PSP already? OH well... games! =D

2007-10-08T23:57:00.000+08:00

Skipped school today. Awww..

I feel so =(

I have got nothing to blog about. BOO! Blah.

2007-10-06T15:24:00.000+08:00

Yeah, they came to my school =D
Fiona's so hot!

Special guests, Mi lu bing.And TA DA! Personal shots =)

Nothing much recently.

Missing missing sweetheart.

2007-10-03T22:38:00.000+08:00

Just for you.
Dear was so sweet today.
I don't know how to describe those feelings. But fabulous I say.

Thanks sweetest.
Sometimes I know he is harsh and bad tempered, but I understand that he don't meant them. He is a very sweet guy. And I feel love from him :) Hope everyday could be like today.
How would I ever live without you? =D

2007-10-03T14:25:00.000+08:00

I think baby is lanning now.

Okie, being random. Anyway, I feel that trying too hard isn't just the way to things. I meant.....

Sometimes class sucks. Cause of some people and some stupid dumb things that are happening. Just too lazy to elaborate. Bad day I'm having today.

Well, I miss my sweetheart.

2007-09-29T22:27:00.000+08:00

My new classmates. I love them.

2007-09-29T20:56:00.000+08:00

Oh wells, I have stayed over at baby's yesterday. I watch Secrets with him in the morning and then off.. he goes to work. And I have been missing him so much already. )=
Our schedule seems to clash a lot a lot a lot a lot. And I hate that. When he works, I will off. When he's off, I'm working. And hey, I still have school on weekdays leh... argh!
I really wanna spent more time with him. I guess he don't have time for me too.

SIANZ SIANZ SIANZ.

And yes, I'm looking for a job, preferably at Tampines please.
(people who know my thang well, should know why.)

2007-09-27T21:28:00.000+08:00

Oh wells...me & my bad temper.

And I'm really thankful to all the people around me.
Like my parents, the ones who tolerate my nonsense without scolding me.
My sister, the one who keep giving in to me.
My baby, the one who tries his best to make me happy all the time, and never will he start a fight unless it's really bad.
My cousin, the one who always talk so nicely to me.
My goodies, the ones that are always nice to me and enduring all my bad temper.
My friends, the ones that always tries to cheer me up.

I'm grateful, really.

I miss taking pictures with sweet.
I miss watching movie with sweet.
I miss going home with sweet.
I miss receiving sweeties from sweet.
I miss all the times.

2007-09-26T20:03:00.000+08:00

I felt that I did something really bad yesterday.

Well well.. hope it's fine now.

School is really boring. Wore out =(

2007-09-25T15:32:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry team.

I just don't feel good.

~~wequarrelled.~~

2007-09-23T01:20:00.000+08:00

Dinner out with one of my goodies :)Oh wells, 1st week of school was great.

Quite like my class, E35B. Friendly people and chatty like me. Muahahaha.. People like "Horfan", Shirley, Rachel, Kailing, Mishuelle, Lee, Yuikting, Elaine and Izzan. They are really great peeps.

Facilitators was all right, just some boring ones.

(HORFAN said tt my blog is such bore. LOL. I shall be more interesting lah!! :( )

Off to my weekends again... I went over to to baby's place. Then he came over too. Muahahaha.. Is this a routine? Maybe only for last and this week. I doubt he can take off on Saturdays anyway. I think we would have lesser time together as his workload is getting heavier. I understand that, I hope I would.

Anyway, some thoughts to share. Money issues.

Money is so important, ain't it? It practically makes people bow and 'wow' over it, making all yearning so much of it as pleasures and luxuries dwell in. That's so true. Money just works wonder. Who doesn't wanna be rich and be served like kings and queens? Who doesn't like it when you like,e.g PSP and get it right away? Who doesn't like the feeling of eating good food everyday? Spending without the worries of making more money?

Well, for the majority.. many work hard for money and sometimes thinks that life totally have no purpose at all. It's just making and spending money. Well, somehow that's true. I admit that I have those thinking too. But somehow as I know that there is something that actually surpasses money and that's relationship and kinship. (Sounds familar? I guess I have been so into this..repeating like shit.) That's why I wanna encourage people who are working and studying to really look over it. And focus more on the bright side. Not only that, when you puts in the effort, nothing would be impossible yeah?

Sweet, reading this?

And..

To the people who are going through a hard time now.. You know who you are.

I just want to let you know that no matter what, don't let others put you down. I know it is hard to endure such pain and to smile at the people who are ignorant which really pains the heart badly. I wish I would be there to share all the burdens that you have, really. I just don't wanna see you crying and getting emotional, cause no one will be able to help then. (I know it sounds harsh here, but..please understand :) ) I have gone through it before.. give yourself some time to get back to the original you. I believe you're strong and you can do it. Loves.

This is getting longer, I shall stop here then.

Tomorrow working @ Suntec, 11.30 - 8.30. Heehee~

Miss my sweet :)

2007-09-20T23:04:00.000+08:00

Smileys.

I meant, I just can't be upset.
Science module is such a bored thingy, facilitator is so so so boring! =X I seriously don't like her.

I just can't wait for Saturday to rest. My mind can't think of anything anymore. I simply don't wanna care, would I? I really don't know.

2007-09-19T21:35:00.000+08:00

Did I scare you with my eye? LOL. I thought it was nice. Hee*
My Monday blues to school. Tiring week to go through.
My cam whore on the 2nd day of school in the morning :))))

Sometimes it feels really good to be just myself. LOVE! =)

And I'm missing sweetheart.

2007-09-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

Sweetest gonna have his exams on Thursday.
All the best Junyuan baby. You can do it :D

Tired. Blog tomorrow :)

2007-09-18T11:14:00.000+08:00

1.Mcdonalds breakfast
2.New class (E35B)
3.New friends
4.Cultural module
5.168
6.Sweeties's house
7.ZzzZzz
8.Home
9.TV-ed
10.ZzzZZz

Heehee~ My new class is cool. And I feel happy today.
SWEETIE sweetie SWEETIE sweetie! Hearts.

2007-09-15T23:16:00.000+08:00

My delights :)
Sushi-ed quite a lot. Muahaha.. I missed mahjong session yesterday night with my babes, I think they had fun. Anyway, I can't mahjong too. I went to meet sweetheart at parkway instead :D

Then I stayed over at sweetheart place. Then he came over to mine today. We ate Mac and watch soccer together. MUhahaha.. Then he gamed awhile and I online. Hope his nose is better now! =( He is sneezing all along. Awww~ I enjoyed my Friday and Saturday.

Thanks babes. Thanks sweetheart.

2007-09-14T12:55:00.000+08:00

Silly post yesterday. Awww.. I'm okie. Really.
Maybe because of some things happening that have affected my views on a lot of things. People do change.. I shall not dwell in anything that makes me sad. Wahahahahaha.. And, I know he's one nice guy lah :))

Lazy for photos again.

2007-09-12T12:55:00.001+08:00

Lots of tags on my 1wishlist. LOL
Yeah, Azie..Yes,Jamie..it's shows one person's ambition and always looking forward for wonderful & exciting life.
But that one wish is precious to me. That's why there's only 1 :)) When it is something precious, 1 is enough.

School is starting soon. My class is E35B. Same block as Liping again. HAHA =)
Smiles. Updates soon.

2007-09-11T00:56:00.000+08:00

LOL. Alex just told me something that make me laugh non-stop.
HAHA! "He's those kind that always brother brother one". LOL. It's damn lame lah.. but true lah.

Then the 'boyfriend' chatting again. Awww~
Sometimes just pamper your gfs can? Friends are important, but girlfriends are too =))
My wishlists have been shortened. I think I'm too greedy to have so much wishes.
Life is just so unpredictable. Baby, let's try to hold on stronger.

Yes, please do understand.

I'm just too lazy to blog now. Argh..

Blog song changed, hope you guys like it. =)

2007-09-08T00:30:00.000+08:00

Maybe it's my neglection, I just couldn't know what exactly is happening.
Yes, tell me I'm emo-ing.

2007-09-06T01:07:00.000+08:00

It's just all about you, baby.

Maybe some things have changed in life, many things had been happening all around, but always, I will be here for you. Love, as always.

2007-09-06T00:10:00.000+08:00

Aww` It's such hassle to blog nowadays, cause I'm just so unsure if baby is reading. And I dare not ask. Sometimes I wonder if this blog was for him? Cause I just want him to know how I feel and everything. Hmmm..Oh well, I'm just too in love. But, I felt happy yet upset today. It's contradicting, I know. Happy because I haven't been spending so much time with baby like today. But upset, cause we didn't do much things together.

I just checked my GPA today, was all right. Cause I have been absenting like shit but I was pretty satisfied already lah.

For now, I just wanna leave everything aside.. and start a new new life during next sem. I don't wanna be the same me anymore. Not in character wise, but maybe my attitude towards work and expectations in life.

Dar, hear out my problems, will you? =)

2007-09-01T13:20:00.000+08:00

Just pictures :)

~~Maybe I was wrong all along.~~

~~Baby, have you read that? :(~~

2007-08-28T23:31:00.000+08:00

Just for you.

I have been blogging since quite long ago... It have always been the grounds that I say whatever I wanted, may it be vulgar, a 'bad tempered' message or just nonsense stuffs. I believe that some are just temperamental words from me. Yes, sometimes I don't meant them. There are many times quarrels just heated up like that..because of what we say and do. Many a times, we don't realise what we're doing or whatever is wrong.

As a bad tempered and spoilt girl, I'm always behaving like that. People around me would be either compromising or pampering me with all that I want and say. I have always let them down again and again by being so disobedient. Sometimes, I know sorry-ing isn't a solution to everything.. I know you have always been so sick of those reasonings..but do understand ya? I still have my feelings. I'll still miss you.

Especially when our temper are so similar. Stubborn, stand on strong on whatever that we think is right and never like to say sorry. I just hope it would be taken lightly....still, study hard baby.

But in some ways, I have hurt someone important again and again and again through my blog. I'm so ignorant in my speech and words. I did not think about how he feels and everything, and all I wanted was to tell everyone how I felt or maybe allow my friends to see how my life was being mis-treated. I have always said that he is neglecting me, but the thing is, I have neglected his feelings from all along. I always thought he don't care or whatsoever, but I'm wrong. He is the one reading my blog faithfully without telling me or even tagging. He just felt that it is important to know how I feel and everything, cause even tagging isn't of much importance anymore. I know he always hid his feelings, and I'm someone who likes to hear "things" from him. Demanding everything that I want from him, and even compare and compare again and again. I know sometimes when his workloads gets heavy, he would tend to focus and put all his mind in it. Now that he is having his exams, and I have been more than an encouragement but a burden. I'm sorry. We have quarrelled for twice this few days??? What kind of girlfriend am I? Being so NOT understanding at all.

And I still thank you baby, for not giving me up. I'm still grateful.

Yes, blog song changed. Also for you baby.
will you get to see this?

2007-08-28T15:58:00.003+08:00

I miss you badly.

2007-08-27T23:57:00.000+08:00

Many have been missing me ya? :) I guess so. Did I say that it was my holidays now? Oh wells.. I'm having lotsa free time to rest, sleep, tv and work. Awww` and still I'm missing baby. It have been some time since we see each other, cause he's having his exams. JIAYOU! I know you can and will do it :D Lalalalala~

Some pictures to share...
The dinner.

Ya, with my sister, couzzie and daddy. I like !! =X

I have been working too.. So this are some stocks I find it so adorable that I have to take pictures of them! HAHA. They are really nice products. (for your info,I'm selling disney products at United square,forum or suntec :D)

Really cute right? HAHA.. I bet many would agree!!

And lastly to end. Muahahaha.. Yummy yummy 7-eleven snack

Thanks lovely.

Only baby understands :)

Keep holding on. Try your best! Never never give up. Loves.

Yes Soonyan. 2 years is a long journey to walk with. And I'm really envious of it, I believe many are too. There isn't much couples that had gone through full 2 years together and I know even though of those busy schedules and things to do, you guys hung on strongly. Which means that love is still around. He loves you, be assure of that ya? :) I know that there would be more years coming your way kaes? Cheers. Meet up?

Liping, girl.. when are you free for meet ups? WAhahaha..

2007-08-26T01:41:00.001+08:00

I know that you have been online and stuff..But I just couldn't care. I feel really neglected.

Anyway, I'm glad that my friends are getting back to ask me how I was and stuffs. Like Angeline on Friendster and Rowena on my tagboard. Sometimes, I just feel very loved by those little actions. Not only that, also Soonyan on msn, asking if I was okie. Thanks. This week and next week would be a tough one to go through, don't ask me why.

BYE!

2007-08-25T18:17:00.000+08:00

Wahahaha.. This video is definitely cute! PUPPIES :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KBSOeUCzefQ

My favourite childhood cartoon :) TOM AND JERRY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Tv3V8ya-rs

NEED FOR SPEED!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_wyfM2-ie-g
This is really cool lah =p

Cartoon craze. Video craze. It helps me kill time :)))
I'm so sorry peeps, I couldn't copy the whole vid here. Wahahaha..

2007-08-25T00:22:00.000+08:00

My lovely camwhore craze.

Loves people.

Study hard Junyuan baby :)

2007-08-24T00:25:00.000+08:00

I'm here for some updates again :) Muahahaha.. I find that the counter jumping, but no one's tagging?

Hmmm.. Okie, nevermind.

I have been staying at home for the past few days cause I'm sick. Lalala~ But now, I'm all right already. (BIG-smile) But I think I would be going out somewhere tomorrow..cause I just dislike staying at home ya?

Random... I REALLY wanna get a camera badly. My N73 is really laggy already. It would be good even if it's the T20 cammie. WAHAHA.. T100 is best lah. (It's actaully 100bucks difference lah) Anway, camera cammie is really better than handphone's cammie, cause if you take pictures on your phone, it would be really laggy and jam up everything. Ok.. I'm motivated to buy one soon, I hope. But PSP? *laughs* I think I will prefer SONY's cammie. Oh yea, baby gonna get an Ipod soon.. I'm so envious. Wahahahahahaha..

CHECK THIS OUT PEOPLE !!!

Like Felicia Chin? I have got to known about her blog!!! Excited? (Credits to http://feliciasrainbow.blogspot.com/

Cool yeah? :) Enjoy bloggers.

The jealous queen jealous queen.. Argh.

2007-08-23T00:29:00.000+08:00

Mug hard people :)
I know many are having the stress written all over their faces and awaiting for examinations.. JY.

Baby, do your best! :) Never give up.

~~(EvenifI'msoneglectedandunimportant,Iwon'twannaleaveyoubaby)~~

2007-08-22T20:26:00.000+08:00

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2007-08-22T13:45:00.000+08:00

PICTORIAL post.

My sister 19th birthday celebration at Esplanade :))) And of cause, she got a GUESS watch for her birthday :D Blessed and happy she is.

Oh yes, Peter did that. The PAPER clip where our facilitator gave us. LOL, don't be so lame lah.

2007-08-21T13:52:00.000+08:00

~~I just don't understand why can't you just ask me?~~

I'm just so disappointed. What is it that is happening? ~~ifuwantmetostayathome,fine,thenIwill.~~

2007-08-20T13:06:00.000+08:00

Well.. I miss the past.
The time when you fetch me to work.
The time when you sent me home.
The time when you gave me our 1st month gift.
The time when the candles are burning.
The time we spent overnight at East Coast.

I'm feeling so sad this few days.

Why am I always the last to know things? Why am I always worried about the things that I don't want to? Why is it so easy for you not to contact me? Why? I do not like this feeling. I'm hating it. Baby, why am I feeling this way?

2007-08-18T02:49:00.001+08:00

Asked baby about the blog he did previously and he sound really pissed off. Maybe he just don't want me to think too much? I don't know, but sometimes I hope he tells me ~~Or just tag?~~
To sweet: I love you and I'll trust you<3

2007-08-18T01:57:00.000+08:00

Oh wells, I just got home from town. Watch Secrets with bell and Wister cause it's bell's birthday? It's a nice show, I think. Thou it gets a little draggy at the back part, but still a worthwhile show overall :) I think baby should watch it (I'll get him VCD then,HAHA) Ain't gonna share the movie content here.. WAHA! Catch it while it's still screening !!!

Cam whored before I left home. Lalalalala~

Smiles :) (And sweetheart, you know I'm missing you.)

Special corner for my lovely sister!

Birthday message to my lovely sister, she's 19:

Today is the special day for you, and I believe that it is also a day full of memories too. I have always been so blessed to have someone like you to look over me and the things I do. You are always there when I needed you and there to give me advice when I need them. Thank you, I would never be able to express my gratitude to you, love you babe :)

2007-08-17T14:22:00.000+08:00

2007-08-16T14:51:00.000+08:00

When you start to like somebody OR already in love with somebody...

`You will walk really slow when you're with them.
`You feel shy whenever they're around.
`You smile when you recieve sms or call from them.
`You will laugh very happily when they tell jokes which is not really that funny.
`When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her.
`They're all you think about, day and night.
`You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them or talking about them.
`You would do anything for them, even it is unreasonable.

`While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time; the person you have in heart. <33*

Credits to Xinyi

Well, it is true. I believe it is.
Girls tend to compare ya? Hmmm.. But I love boyfriend lah, and I don't want him to think so much.

LALALALALA~ Last UT today. So much laughters in class today lah!!! :D
And it's my beloved sister birthday on Saturday!

2007-08-16T00:27:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I may be harsh in my words, maybe with a little envious but still I want you to love me, baby :)

2007-08-15T11:11:00.000+08:00

List out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:

#01 - That SONY camera

#02 - PSP

#03 - Guess watch

#04 - Air tickets to Japan

#05 - A chalet

Answer the following questions :

1. The person who tag you is? Tang Soonyan

2. Your relationship with him/her is? A very close friend

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her? Skinny, Big eyes, long hair, bubbly and nice

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you? She wrote a letter to me when we're leaving school

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you? "Not to always think about the past, but look forward"

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will? YES, we're lovers. We love each other!! =X

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be? She's nice enough!

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will? DAMN upset

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be? But it won't happen :)

10.The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is? To stay happy and yt to be superly nice to her

11.Your overall impression of him/her is? GREAT!

12.How you think people around you will feel about you? Talkative? Crazy? Nice? I don't know, ask them.

13.The character you love of yourself are? I love myself for who I am.

14.On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are? Maybe that stubbornness and bad temper.

15.The most ideal person you want to be is? Sonija kwok ( She's Hongkong super hot actress)

16.Pass this quiz to 10 person.
(I won't pass it to people who have done it :D)

1. Baby ( But I doubt he would)

2. Jamie (xsk)

3. Rowena

4. Azie

5.Shazzie

6.Alicia

7. Liping

8. Beeer (SHE won't do it)

9. Jojo

10. Zhiying

11.Who is no.6 having relationship with? Ben*

12.Is no.9 a male or female? A female.

13.If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? NO way.

14.How about no.8 and 5? NO. They don't know each other,and they are GIRLS.

15.What is no.2 studying about? ITE (macpherson)

16.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? Few days ago?

17.What kind of music band does no.8 like? She likes SHE? I know she is into Chinese music.

18.Does no.1 has any siblings? Yeahh.. a elder sister.

19.Will you woo no.3? HAHA, I don't mind.

20.How about no.7? I don't mind also!!! HAHAHA, my goodiess.

21.Is no.4 single? Nope, she's attached.

22.What's the surname of no.5? I'm not so sure! HAHA (shaz, don't be angry.)

23.What's the hobby of no.4? Taking pictures and blogging and chatting on msn and missing ME. YA!!!

24.Do no.5 and 9 get along well? They don't know each other.

25.Where is no.2 studying at? Didn't I said that already?!!!

26.Talk something casually about no.1? He's my love. And he is especially cute and nice and sweet. LOL

27.Have you try developing feelings for no.8? YEAH, she is my love too!

28.Where does no.9 live at? Circuit Road still, I think.

29.What color does no.4 like? I KNOW!!! RED!!!

30.Are no.5 and 1 best friends? They don't know each other.

31.Does no.7 likes no.2? They don't know each other.

32.How do you get to know no.2? Ermmm.. kinda complicated =X

33.Does no.1 have any pets? He DON'T have any.

34.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? OH yeah. She is the sexiest. MUhahahaha..

2007-08-13T23:25:00.000+08:00

I have guess that many have been missing my posts! =X Well.. I have got a few photos to share! =)

On Friday, I skipped school AGAIN. So is today. So I went to East Coast to chill with my sister and Alicia, we had an enjoyable time talking and slacking ard. GIRL's talk :)

Then on Saturday was OFF day. I was over at baby's place. Sunday work.

Today's pictures. Me and my family went out to town then to many other places. PS had Missy donuts =) It's quite nice actually. The pictures tells it all. It's actually not expensive, 12 donuts for 11bucks. All right lah =)

Yeah, Ubi Ubi Ubi. I had a long day today, walked several streets and roads. Argh!

I didn't get to see my baby today and I have got 4 donuts for him (HOPE it would still be 4 until tomorrow night.) HAHAHA..

Loves peeps. I will blog again tomorrow in school <3

2007-08-10T14:40:00.000+08:00

Singapore AUNTIES

2007-08-09T20:02:00.000+08:00

A FUNNY VIDEO TO SHARE! =)))

2007-08-09T15:01:00.000+08:00

Happy 42nd Birthday Singapore! =)))

2007-08-09T13:42:00.000+08:00

I'm so sick. ~~I wish he was here to take care of me~~

Anyway, daddy popped a question to us. Asking if want to go to Bangkok during our Chinese New Year. I missed Bangkok..the first visit was a 5days 4 nights trip during 2006 CNY.

Those were some places and hotel we stayed and went to =))) Beautiful city.

This was the hotel we stayed. Baiyoke Sky hotel. It's the tallest and nicest hotel ever. Up to 80,90 storys =X cool view lah!Night view of Bangkok.

Lalala~ the day life. Siam Paragon is the posh posh shopping centre, it's just like Taka.

Shall I go this Bangkok again on 2008 CNY?

2007-08-08T20:04:00.000+08:00

My school days.

2007-08-08T14:06:00.000+08:00

It's so true that girls feel insecure with their boyfriends. I'm not bull shitting here people, many of my friends are experiencing it. I have also looked up on some sites on being insecure.

Feeling insecure in a relationship is a lot like a headache: most of us experience the pain of it at one time or another and its curable once we know what causes it and what to do to avoid it.
This 'pain' is most acute in romantic relationships. They can really bring out our insecurities. Insecure - lacking self-confidence.
Here's the interesting thing. Almost everyone is insecure about some aspect of themselves. So if almost everyone has something they worry about, or don't feel confident about, then how can they make you feel better about yourself? They can't. They're busy trying to get ahead or just get by in this world.

Causes of insecurities
On a more human level you might be choosing the wrong person for yourself. If you are a person who likes attention, you're probably not going to do well with a man or woman who is completely involved in their own lives with very little time and energy to spare for you.

http://www.google.com/
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But why feel insecure,girls? I know that WE tend to think a lot and be suspicious when bfs have msgs or phone calls, or rather spending little time with you or what so ever. I believe that if that guy particularly loves you, he won't do such things to you.

He would try his best to give the best to you. Like, whenever he have time, he would give them all to you. Even if he's tired, he would try to call or text message you to see if you're home. Sometimes, guys just don't like telling their gfs what they are doing or where they are.. I know sometimes this would lead to quarrels and cool wars. Awww.. I know I know.

GIRLS, discuss every problem you're facing with your boy.

GUYS, you should be responsible too. Care about your gf and NEVER let them cry for you. Sometimes, girls just like to sprout things that they don't mean it.

2007-08-08T11:18:00.000+08:00

Today's the 8th again. I'm so happy, although the some stupid flu and whatever shit.

HAHA. I'm chatting online with baby now!!! =)

God, please make me more understanding to other people needs.

~~Sometimes I hope we're a little closer. I hope this would keep burning.~~

2007-08-06T23:52:00.000+08:00

Just got home from baby's. I know I won't being seeing him so often this week, next week and next next week, cos he would be busy studying. I need to discipline myself, really!

I really can't care much about the insecurity and stuffs, those things can wait.
I mean...I love him very much, that should be all I need to know, that's all.

BLOG song changed! Like it? =)))

2007-08-06T13:01:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I just cannot trust,maybe because of those past incidents.
I'm so upset, I feel very bothered by them. I hate it.

I'm so upset.
I'm so upset.
I'm so upset.

Girls just tend to be INSECURE in relationships, GUYS PLEASE KNOW THIS.

2007-08-05T12:48:00.000+08:00

Oh wells, I'm working now. Too bored that I have willingly bring my HEAVY laptop over to accompany me and the feeling is so great. At least I'm entertained.
A long post for the UPDATES of all my stuffs this week.

I was late for work today, supposedly 11, but I reached at about 11.35. Oh wells, whatever.

Yes, I know my blog is lacking of photos and stuffs. But I'm too busy to take nice nice pictures for at least this week, because from Monday to Wednesday and Friday, I would be in school. And Thursday(National Day) and weekends would be working. Argh! I know that sucks, really. I would want to change my blog song too. But I shall earn more now, and await for my "big downfall". LOL.

Oh yeah, the semester is ending! =) Some mixed feelings. Excited? Definitely, because I don't have to wake up early for classes. Happy? Yes, cos there's holidays. Upset? Yes, why? Cos W24D would be split up and be shuffle to different classes, my first class in RP would be split. All right. What's the point brooding over this? I shall share about something more interesting...

1.What's the thing that people look in a relationship? Happiness? Money? Love? Security? Care? Companion to accompany? Convenience?
2.What do girls expect from their boyfriends? Rich? Buy them gifts? Provide what they want? Suave? Good body? Loving/Doting? Filial? Caring for their needs?
Well... It's all personal perference. For me, I would just want happiness and one who care for my needs,filial and loving. I know money is essential, but what's more comparable to love? Ya, tell me I'm not wrong.

I have flip through some newspaper yesterday. (Facts about happiness)
They have said that research shows that the deeper relationships you are in, the happier you would be... And huge part of happiness in life is due to GENES. And what plays a part in happiness? Marriage and friends only. Surprisingly not wealth, why? Because if you all along rich, money would be so neutral to you, and even if you're some poor ass with one "winning" lottery ticket... the happiness is only temporary. That's why. I strongly believe that happiness is not a one time thing but a life long process.

Okie, just random thoughts.

Lalalala~ I know that when the terms end, there would be a lot of projects and exams coming the way. Stress is all I see over student's mind. Baby's having his exams and stuffs too.
JIAYOU to all exams-goer ;)

Long enough? Hahaha..