Just for you.

I have been blogging since quite long ago... It have always been the grounds that I say whatever I wanted, may it be vulgar, a 'bad tempered' message or just nonsense stuffs. I believe that some are just temperamental words from me. Yes, sometimes I don't meant them. There are many times quarrels just heated up like that..because of what we say and do. Many a times, we don't realise what we're doing or whatever is wrong.

As a bad tempered and spoilt girl, I'm always behaving like that. People around me would be either compromising or pampering me with all that I want and say. I have always let them down again and again by being so disobedient. Sometimes, I know sorry-ing isn't a solution to everything.. I know you have always been so sick of those reasonings..but do understand ya? I still have my feelings. I'll still miss you.

Especially when our temper are so similar. Stubborn, stand on strong on whatever that we think is right and never like to say sorry. I just hope it would be taken lightly....still, study hard baby.

But in some ways, I have hurt someone important again and again and again through my blog. I'm so ignorant in my speech and words. I did not think about how he feels and everything, and all I wanted was to tell everyone how I felt or maybe allow my friends to see how my life was being mis-treated. I have always said that he is neglecting me, but the thing is, I have neglected his feelings from all along. I always thought he don't care or whatsoever, but I'm wrong. He is the one reading my blog faithfully without telling me or even tagging. He just felt that it is important to know how I feel and everything, cause even tagging isn't of much importance anymore. I know he always hid his feelings, and I'm someone who likes to hear "things" from him. Demanding everything that I want from him, and even compare and compare again and again. I know sometimes when his workloads gets heavy, he would tend to focus and put all his mind in it. Now that he is having his exams, and I have been more than an encouragement but a burden. I'm sorry. We have quarrelled for twice this few days??? What kind of girlfriend am I? Being so NOT understanding at all.

And I still thank you baby, for not giving me up. I'm still grateful.

Yes, blog song changed. Also for you baby.
will you get to see this?